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Syed Usman Shah's bLoG [www.usman.com.pk]If What I am is What I have & What I have is lost then Who I am?
November 16 Im in love with this! I am totally in love with HTC Touch HD! and i want it so bad, like a pregnant woman wants icecream in the middle of night  November 13 just random rush of thoughts.They say it hurts. I say it thrills. They say it bleeds. I say it exists. They say its free will. I say its illusion. They say live it full I say if you get it full. They say fall in love. I say have some sense. They say change yourself I say i am the one changed. Its just you and you all the same! November 09 G1 Review A review / comparison of first android's phone G1 made by google against IPhone. G1 JailbreakG1 Jailbreak already! Hackers have managed to jailbreak the google phone which allows root access to to the phone allowing user to install alot more than what network allows. Hack was posted at this XDA Developor's forum Althought do beware it can cause your phone to turn into a brick Salman Khan Prays Ganesha Hindu god.Came across this video Salman Khan praying to Lord Ganesh. Confused faith wise? Or just to please some hindu fans? Still Muslim? If he does claim to be one then this must be new innovation faith wise i mean since when Islam allowed worshipping idols. *scratches his head* I'll leave it for you guys to decide. October 01 Avoid Vista at Any cost! Avoid vista at any cost possible. But do look at the price you have to pay. DardDard Ho Dil main to Dawa Kijiye... Dil Hi Jab Dard Ho To Kya Kijiye... Eid Mubarak to all of you.. August 21 What is Life without you..What is life worth without you? Not flowers, neither buds, nor in dreams, Without you, there's nothing Life without you is not living. Each heartbeat yearns for you. Each breath brings your perfume. Here to horizon, eyes seek you. This love must live. Do not leave. Love endures, never breaks. Life without you is not much. Lonely nights. Aimless days. My life is a scorched earth. Dreams are dim. We without us ... is a life not lived. Life without you can not be. August 15 Been a while its been a while, i havent wrote anything, havent had time to be honest. Abubakar moved out making good cash i think, Mamu came and left today. I have a day off tomorrow, will hopefully offer Jumma prayers. Work work n work apart from that nothing much has happened. Next year they planned to get me wedded, Who has seen tomorrow what has life got to bring? or whether life is there around the corner or not Who knows yet, we plan way ahead. What is love? I dont know why i wrote what i just did, But when do i ever? heh, its just rush of thoughts all of sudden like some sort of unexpected guest out of the blue. To some its a curse To some its a birth of never dying craze. a meeting of two bodies in one soul At times it can be The most beautiful emotion and feeling a person can hold. At times it can be The most painful tragedy too. What is love? Nothing.. But its what you perceive. Nothing But What one wants it to be.. So let it be eden on earth. Let it be memories to be remembered Let it be what brings smiles not tears. Love is nothing BUT Best possible thing that could ever happen to a person. Not loved? Not lived May 24 Difference between Me and ThemWe have a broken heart.. We keep putting it back together.. and in that struggle to put it back together We knowingly, willingly fall for same lies we did in the past. We end up trusting, believing blindfoldly. Till we realise that instead of puttin it back together We are allowing people to walk over it again and again till we find the pieces shattered n spread all over the place. And some other person walks in tellin he/she will help us put it back together We let him pick it up, only to find when he got all the pieces together and one piece left of it he slams it down into the dust. But even then we carry on and on.. The difference between us and you! is minor, but yet so great.. You are all the same, February 27 Near death experience Here i am its half past 2 of night, I cant go to sleep. my back kills and i can even lay down. Had an accident was near death experience. and now its been 2 weeks but for some odd reason it feels like its hurtin more as everyday goes by but then again im always hurting. I am going to ask doctor to get the mri done as this pain is gettin unbearable. But yeah thats about it the latest happened in my life so far. Oh yeah sad news my uncle passed away too.. Too much happening and happening too fast these days. I might get married soon probably think its about time. Sign of old age eh? or are these words of a wise man? lol or more like doomed one? i dont know. let's see how things go. But i think i have learnt the art of living to an extent. Abubakar is here staying over i hope he gets settled down soon too. Trying to find him a job so he can start his postgraduate in next batch. Oh god and how could i forget the tremors i experienced an hour ago they were really bad! i mean real bad. i actually felt as if the house walls were made out of paper. Strongest earthquake of my life 5.1 recorded on the scale. Thats about it from me. Peace. January 27 Trip to Pakistan Went to pakistan for a holiday, Things have progressed and changed there alot. Jeans have taken place of shalwar amongst girls, dupatta has gone extinct from your local shops, alcohol is easily and openly available. elite class spend their evenings dining at expensive hotels and cafes. You name it you can get but thing that you can get is even after having it all is a content soul. I see them all living fake lives! Anyhow it went very quick and i spent alot on what? i dont know, Motherland is your motherland afterall dont matter how bad your own people turn on you, the land still pulls you from its roots. Dont know whether im making any sense over here or not but not as if i ever do or like it matters whether i make sense to other people or not. bleh I write for myself totally selfish i am indeed. bojhalBojhal sa hai dil... talkh si hai zindagi.. Na hai rah ki khabar.. Na hi manzil ka pata kuch.. phir bhi chala ja raha hon main.. Ek kasak le ker.. Ek tadap le ker.. Bojhal sa dil le ker.. talkh si zindagi jeetay huwe.. Haan jee raha hon main.. December 23 confused Had a real long night out tonight, i kind of dont know why i did it but from one movie into another one? sounds bit crazy but hey thats me. watched bollywood flick for laugh and it was good laugh! Welcome and then we went into Hitman phwoar! what a movie that was, really nifty just like the game! but overall it was mad night, now i cant go to sleep duh! sucks really dont it. Not in whining mood either but i kind of feel lost and confused. life is taking strange turns things happenin too quick im lagging..anyways im off the blog for now November 04 Martial Law In PakistanThird of November a so called Emergency declared or imposed by General Parvez Musharraf in Pakistan. Some simple logics first of all. an emergency can only be imposed by a President and PCO was passed by "General Parvez Musharraf" hence it isnt an emergency Its definitely a Martial law The new PCO means suspension of the existing law of 1973. If the law on which whole parliment and president took oath is suspended How on earth can parliment stay in tact ? funny. According to article 6 of Pakistan a president takes oath to protect the law and constitution of the country and if he goes against it He gets trialed in court for treason. But who is going to do it? Its nothing but law of jungle. Might is Right On the other hand we have hypocrite western world who attacks Saddam being a dictator sanctions Burma when a coup takes place. But backs up Gen Parvez Musharraf when he does a coup in 1999 against democratic Govt and then does a coup again this time against the judges of the country and media! Nothing but a mad hound who will go to any extent to stay in Power. Below is Video of Aaj TV which was taken off air . September 29 Haath main taqdeer nahi..Na haath main taqdeer.. Na zehan main tadbeer.. jayein bhi tu kahan jayein.. paon main hai zanjeer... zanjeer torein bhi tu kaise... saath tera chorein bhi tu kaise.. gar haath main taqdeer.. ya phir zehn main hoti tadbeer.. laate ham tujhe ghar apne... sajate yeh khandar yadoun ka.. kuch phool yahan bhi khilte haan phir.. kuch panchi chehakte phirte haan phir.. par haath main taqdeer nahi... zehan main tadbeer nahi... majboor hain ham kamzoor hain ham.. dosh dein bhi dein tu kis ko dein.. mana teray mujrim hain ham.. haath main taqdeer nahi.. zehan main tadbeer nahi.. August 25 rehti haihar guzarte lamhe ki rawani main.. har bikhre huwe khwab ki parchayi main.. har ek toote waade main.. har ek sawal main har ek khyal main.. jaate soraj ke zawal main.. ubharte chand ki chandani main.. tooti bikhari yadon main.. aur kuch nahi rehta... Teri yaad rehti hai.. July 08 Khaak!Khaak kyun aap per aap ke ashaar pe khaak.. Khaak parni hau tu phir fauj ke salaar pe khaak.. Khaak har Aamir-o-Ghasib ke qaseeda khuwan per.. Khaak har zalim o jabir ke tarafdar pe khaak.. Yeh tu apne hi jawanon ke lahou se tar hai... Meray salaar teray haath ki talwar pe khaak.. Tu ne barbaad kiya arz-e-watan ko meri... Khaak aye aamir-e-dauran teray kirdar pe khaak.. Jo ke jhuk jaye har ek aamir-o-ghasib ke huzoor.. Khaak aisi kulaah jubba-o-dastaar pe khaak.. Jo ke kazzaak ka sathi ho lutera us per... loutne wale meray des ke sardar pe khaak.. Amir-e-waqt ko kandhon pe uthane wale.. Mujrim-e-qaum ke har aise tarafdar pe khaak.. torne subh ko khursheed jo nikle ghar se... shak ke parwarda har ek aise parstar pe khaak.. Ab jamal aur bhala jurrat-e-izhaar ho kya... tum hi kehte ho safiraan-e-shab-e-taar pe khaak.. . July 05 Im a no woman's man!No woman's man I aint anybodys man... I stood alone i walked alone I remain alone.. Not cuz i was left to sulk But cuz i chose to be alone I aint anyone's man. Im a man with no emotions Im a man with no heart.;. Im a man with no name.. im a man lost it all for someone's gain.. I'm a man who is puzzled.. Puzzled but still always muzzled.. Im a man who stakes it all.. Cuz i aint got nothin to loose.. I wish i was a man.. just a man! without all these complications... June 02 LostLost a friend Lost a buddy! Lost it all Lost it what i had.. Lost a part of me that grew up with me.. Lost a total nutter that i loved like a brother.. Never thought it'd happen Never thought he'd be leavin so soon.. I dont want to whine... I dont want to mourn.. But it hurts and it kills it all falls inside...and it tears apart But you gotta live and carry a smile But hey i never lost him... He just returned to where he came from.. And we shall all go there sooner or later.. Hey brother...Rest in peace.. April 19 ToyIt isnt a toy its my heart.. it isnt made for joy.. its my heart! it isnt for your pleasure.. its my heart.. it isnt so expandable! its my heart... stop rippin it apart... it aint no toy its my heart.. March 17 yeah whining againyeah i was insane knowing all of it was gna be in vain knowin that it would lead to nothin but pain... I chose, I chose to love all over again.. as long as these breaths remain I will keep loving you again and again.... its quite funny how you did nothin but feign... And me knowing that you did feign.. i kept fooling myself into this game... the game that you started... which would end with the life.. go 6 feet down under..! March 16 Operation MisogynistOperation Misogynist commencesWomen should not be allowed into university libraries.Seriously. I've just spent, like, all feckin day in the bleedin library trying to fookin concentrate, but no, the female fellow students tending to their personal phone calls on their polyphonic ring tone mobiles proved evidently more important than such ephemeral endeavours such as the biochemistry of lipid synthesis. In fairness, they were being polite. They had their ring tones on "low" and each time any of these demonstrably socially oh so popular specimen received a call, they would politely rise and walk across to the other side of the room, to hold their phone conversation at leisure at the opposite end of the open space building. Oh, did I mention that the library doesn't have carpet flooring? That's right, our beloved amazons would walk across the room on hard floor with high heels. Click, clack, click clack, klick, clack, klack, clickety-clack, click, CLACK, KLICK, CLACK, KLAC, CLICK!
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